Insecurities

Our hearts are racing.
Faster and faster they pound in our chests.
Your warm embrace does nothing to soothe me.
I am scared and excited.
Wild inside yet caged in by insecurities.
Look at me but don't "look at me".
Hold me close but not to tight.
Feel me as I want to feel you too.
Tell me you love me.
Tell me you won't leave me.
Tell me everything will be perfect.
Lie to me.
I need you.
I want you.
I have to have you.
Lie to me.
Tell me what I need to hear.
Tell me......